I won't let him get to me for I am yours and thats right where I belong.
Right here in your arms.
I wont let him whisper lies into my ear.
But I'll let you, God, speak truth into me.
I trust you God for I can tell you anything.
And I do not belong to him.
He didn't make me. You did.
You created me into who I am today.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
In My Own World 4/1/08
I cut my wrist with a popsicle stick.
The sky is falling up instead of down.
What an odd thing that is.
I feel as if nobodys listening so I'll make them listen.
By saying these crazy things.
Like how my little purple bird flew around in the ocean today.
The sky is green. The grass is blue.
In this little world of mine.
No one sees it but me.
My world is wack and I'm three inches tall.
But I can touch the stars and collect them all.
In this world anything can talk.
So here in my world I am not alone.
The sky is falling up instead of down.
What an odd thing that is.
I feel as if nobodys listening so I'll make them listen.
By saying these crazy things.
Like how my little purple bird flew around in the ocean today.
The sky is green. The grass is blue.
In this little world of mine.
No one sees it but me.
My world is wack and I'm three inches tall.
But I can touch the stars and collect them all.
In this world anything can talk.
So here in my world I am not alone.
Used and Confused 3/29/08
I felt used.
Like my heart had been abused.
But time went by,
And my heart would cry.
I fell back into his trap.
He knew my heart like a map.
They all told me,
But I was blind and couldnt see.
He had me in his arms.
He used his skillful charms.
He broke my heart once more.
I was a dead body washed ashore.
Like my heart had been abused.
But time went by,
And my heart would cry.
I fell back into his trap.
He knew my heart like a map.
They all told me,
But I was blind and couldnt see.
He had me in his arms.
He used his skillful charms.
He broke my heart once more.
I was a dead body washed ashore.
You With Her 1/3/08
How can this be?
You with her and without me.
When you are not near.
The world stops turning my heart turns dark with fear.
And seeing you with her
Makes my heart stop but your smile is the cure.
I want you to be happy.
Even if it means my life is crappy.
You with her and without me.
When you are not near.
The world stops turning my heart turns dark with fear.
And seeing you with her
Makes my heart stop but your smile is the cure.
I want you to be happy.
Even if it means my life is crappy.
All Planned Out 1/3/08
What does the future hold for me?
Who am I destined to be with?
Whom shall I love? What choices do I make?
Only God knows whats in store for me.
And as long as I have him I'll be okay.
Then things will fall into place just as he planned for me.
Who am I destined to be with?
Whom shall I love? What choices do I make?
Only God knows whats in store for me.
And as long as I have him I'll be okay.
Then things will fall into place just as he planned for me.
The Sad Song
What do you do when you feel alone and darkness creeps in?
And the world seems to be collapsing, love doesn't seem to exist anymore.
The world seems to be whispering about you.
My heart has to many cracks and bruises to get hurt again.
My eyes have cried their last tears.
There are none left for you.
There are to many problems to let another cross.
I have no more words to be spoken.
There are to many to listen to.
I just need myself, my broken heart,and my dried up tears.
My heart is to fragile now to let another guy smash it into a thousand pieces.
I need to be picked up again.
Cause Ive fallen hard on the ground.
And the world seems to be collapsing, love doesn't seem to exist anymore.
The world seems to be whispering about you.
My heart has to many cracks and bruises to get hurt again.
My eyes have cried their last tears.
There are none left for you.
There are to many problems to let another cross.
I have no more words to be spoken.
There are to many to listen to.
I just need myself, my broken heart,and my dried up tears.
My heart is to fragile now to let another guy smash it into a thousand pieces.
I need to be picked up again.
Cause Ive fallen hard on the ground.
The Path 12/16/07
Hopes and dreams that will one day come true.
A path lies ahead not knowing where it goes.
There is a fork in the road, two paths to fallow.
The lord will help me choose.
To choose the one that leads to him.
There will be many choices and challenges.
But I will face them and fallow my lord to the heavens above.
A path lies ahead not knowing where it goes.
There is a fork in the road, two paths to fallow.
The lord will help me choose.
To choose the one that leads to him.
There will be many choices and challenges.
But I will face them and fallow my lord to the heavens above.
Best Friend 12/07/07
Threw all my pain and tears, threw all my fear.
All my broken hears, you were there for me.
We laugh together, cry together.
We sing those silly songs together.
We are there for each other and always will be.
When someone ripped my heart into pices you were there to comfort me.
When I needed something good in life you were there to make me laugh.
When I needed someone to take my anger out on you were there for me to yell at.
And when I needed a shoulder to cry on you were there with arms open wide.
You are my best friend, someones who's always there.
To tell me streight forward, to say boys are stupid.
To tell me the honest truth, to make me smile.
All my broken hears, you were there for me.
We laugh together, cry together.
We sing those silly songs together.
We are there for each other and always will be.
When someone ripped my heart into pices you were there to comfort me.
When I needed something good in life you were there to make me laugh.
When I needed someone to take my anger out on you were there for me to yell at.
And when I needed a shoulder to cry on you were there with arms open wide.
You are my best friend, someones who's always there.
To tell me streight forward, to say boys are stupid.
To tell me the honest truth, to make me smile.
What Is Love? 11/27/07
Is it something that just happens?
Does it mean you'll do anything for them?
I think I;m in love. I think I was before.
A long, long time ago.
But now I'm wondering what love really is.
Does it mean you'll do anything for them?
I think I;m in love. I think I was before.
A long, long time ago.
But now I'm wondering what love really is.
My Little Prayer 11/21/07
I pray for the broken hearts.
The broken homes, broken lives, broken dreams.
I pray for the tears,The words and the screams.
Amen.
The broken homes, broken lives, broken dreams.
I pray for the tears,The words and the screams.
Amen.
Him and Him 11/10/07
Why does love hurt so much?
I want to stop loving one guy.
I like another a lot.
But I don't know how I can love him.
If I can't stop loving the other.
What if I get a boyfriend,
And I can't stop thinking
Of the guys I can't stop thinking of?!
I want to stop loving one guy.
I like another a lot.
But I don't know how I can love him.
If I can't stop loving the other.
What if I get a boyfriend,
And I can't stop thinking
Of the guys I can't stop thinking of?!
Take My Hand 11/10/07
Take my hand or walk away.
It's as simple as yes or no.
To be or not to be mine.
Yes, it may sound greedy.
But I need to know that I'm your number one.
So I can make you mine.
It's as simple as yes or no.
To be or not to be mine.
Yes, it may sound greedy.
But I need to know that I'm your number one.
So I can make you mine.
Forgive and Maybe Forget. 11/08/07
I loved you. Its as simple as that.
You broke my heart, and I turned my back.
I finally forgave you.
For I could never hate you.
But when I trusted you, You broke it again.
Once more I was able to forget all of my regret.
Once more it was broken.
And you leave me crying on the floor.
Because of you I went threw pain.
All I can say is I love you.
You broke my heart, and I turned my back.
I finally forgave you.
For I could never hate you.
But when I trusted you, You broke it again.
Once more I was able to forget all of my regret.
Once more it was broken.
And you leave me crying on the floor.
Because of you I went threw pain.
All I can say is I love you.
Why I Love You 11/07/07
Your eyes, your mouth, your gental touch.
Your sweet smile, and scense of humor.
The way you laugh, the way you talk.
How you hold my hand and hold me close.
These are the reasons why I love you.
Yet there are more. An endless list.
Your sweet smile, and scense of humor.
The way you laugh, the way you talk.
How you hold my hand and hold me close.
These are the reasons why I love you.
Yet there are more. An endless list.
The Disguise 10/31/07
Heart beats, Heart paces
You go, Keep running.
Hide pain. Smile big.
Pain within sinking in.
Hold on, Keep trying.
Be yourself for a moment.
Slow down. Breathe now.
Calming down, Yet slowly dying.
No more, No tears.
All gone there's no more.
The real me gone, Goodbye.
Now I'm just the disguise.
You go, Keep running.
Hide pain. Smile big.
Pain within sinking in.
Hold on, Keep trying.
Be yourself for a moment.
Slow down. Breathe now.
Calming down, Yet slowly dying.
No more, No tears.
All gone there's no more.
The real me gone, Goodbye.
Now I'm just the disguise.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Someday 10/27/07
Everyone keeps telling me that you and I belong together.
But you are there and I am here.
Perhaps in the future we can be together again.
But for now we'll admire from a distance.
Not that we can see each other,
But we can admire each others personality.
The way we talk on the phone, The letters we send.
But maybe, just maybe, we can be together again.
But you are there and I am here.
Perhaps in the future we can be together again.
But for now we'll admire from a distance.
Not that we can see each other,
But we can admire each others personality.
The way we talk on the phone, The letters we send.
But maybe, just maybe, we can be together again.
That Boy 10/22/07
Why did you have to come and change my life forever?
Why did I have to break your heat?
Why did you have to leave and go forever?
Why do I still love you after all the drama?
Why does my heart keep pointing to you when you are so far away?
Why do you have to be that boy that just wont get out of my head?
Why did I have to break your heat?
Why did you have to leave and go forever?
Why do I still love you after all the drama?
Why does my heart keep pointing to you when you are so far away?
Why do you have to be that boy that just wont get out of my head?
A Place For You 10/15/07
Seeing you again made me realize how much I love you.
Even though you broke my heart there will always be a place for you.
Now I have someone mending my heart one piece at a time.
But maybe in the future there will be a place for you again.
Even though you broke my heart there will always be a place for you.
Now I have someone mending my heart one piece at a time.
But maybe in the future there will be a place for you again.
I am 9/30/07
I am
I am annoying. I'm immature.
I'm hyper, I am Happy.
I am hopeful.
You may be jealous.
You may hate me.
Or maybe you're just like me.
The important thing is that I am who I am.
I don't have to pretend to be something I'm not.
I am annoying. I'm immature.
I'm hyper, I am Happy.
I am hopeful.
You may be jealous.
You may hate me.
Or maybe you're just like me.
The important thing is that I am who I am.
I don't have to pretend to be something I'm not.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I'm Sorry 4/5/07
I'm sorry.
Sorry I broke your heart.
Sorry I tore it into two.
I'm sorry that you now have her,
Instead of me.
I'm sorry I did this to us.
Sorry I broke your heart.
Sorry I tore it into two.
I'm sorry that you now have her,
Instead of me.
I'm sorry I did this to us.
Your Story date unknown
Everyone has a story.
A story of pain, a story of happiness.
You can have more then one or just one big story of your life.
Everyones stories are important to our lord and saviour.
He want to hear them.
So get down on your knees, ask for forgivness.
For all the wrong you've done.
And the pages will be clean.
Only good is there now.
Only happiness.
A story of pain, a story of happiness.
You can have more then one or just one big story of your life.
Everyones stories are important to our lord and saviour.
He want to hear them.
So get down on your knees, ask for forgivness.
For all the wrong you've done.
And the pages will be clean.
Only good is there now.
Only happiness.
Young with a child date unknown
She fell into his trap. He lured her. Had her like a fish caught in a net. She gave in, now look at what she has. A little baby boy without a dad. She crys every night while holding her son. And she prays to god to help her threw. To give her baby the life she never had. She was so young and with a child. So she dropped out of school. She got a job and barley made the year. Until she met a boy who loved jesus with all his heart. And he loved her, even her son. and they all loved each other.
What you didnt know date unknown.
There on the street
A bum lays at your feet
you dont stare
you really dont care
you put change in his cup
Then go, speeding up
But what you didnt see
Behind the tree
was a little boy
who didnt even have a toy.
who just wanted a home that was good
Just as any boy should.
A bum lays at your feet
you dont stare
you really dont care
you put change in his cup
Then go, speeding up
But what you didnt see
Behind the tree
was a little boy
who didnt even have a toy.
who just wanted a home that was good
Just as any boy should.
What daddy did date unknown
You were young but you still remember. You remember the pain he brought. He never touched you but oh, how he'd hit her, your mother. You remember one night more then the rest. They were fighting. Father yelling, Mother crying. You peaked out of our room and saw him smack her. You didnt make a sound. He picked up a vase and bashed her in the head. You start to cry as mother falls to the floor. You sneak out your window and your neighbor sees you there. She takes you inside and crys "What have you done?!" That night daddy went to jail. He's still there to this day. And you never saw your mother or father after that day.
Scars we make Date unknown
You all go on as if it was a normal day.
But you all know his life was taken away.
Its all our fault we would tease and make fun.
Everyday he'd stay silent. He'd never run.
We would throw him a joke, make fun of his looks
We never knew it would be his life we took.
He couldn't take it so he grabbed a blade.
Put it to his wrist. A gash is what he made.
We are who did it. We all turned his heart black.
Now we are sorry when he cant come back.
But you all know his life was taken away.
Its all our fault we would tease and make fun.
Everyday he'd stay silent. He'd never run.
We would throw him a joke, make fun of his looks
We never knew it would be his life we took.
He couldn't take it so he grabbed a blade.
Put it to his wrist. A gash is what he made.
We are who did it. We all turned his heart black.
Now we are sorry when he cant come back.
Those Three Words date unknown
The sound of those words you're saying to me
They are like music to my ears.
Every time you say it my heart beats fast.
I pray these words are true.
I know I feel the same way.
Its impossible not to know.
Its amazing how three little words can mean so much.
Apart they are weak but when you put them together they are powerful.
They are like music to my ears.
Every time you say it my heart beats fast.
I pray these words are true.
I know I feel the same way.
Its impossible not to know.
Its amazing how three little words can mean so much.
Apart they are weak but when you put them together they are powerful.
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